Sunday, June 28, 2009

School starts tomorrow :) :( . My bag is effing heavy . Urgh . Heard that Cca's gonna be cancelled ferr th first week . Boo . No more excuses t go home late . Blabla . Been rotting at home ferr th past few days . Pfft . Bleah . I wanna cut my hair ! Grr . Intend t cut todayy but sis was late ferr her friend Birthday party and couldn't make it . *Showsadface* Wokayy , Shasha had not been updating this blog . >.< . Gaga . Whatever luhh . &yarh my prepaid left $22+ ? How am i gonna survive with that amount of monneh ! Mum just bought ferr me few weeks ago . She'll be mad at me if i asked her ferr another prepaid . BOO . So i'll just have t save or wait . Daddy just told us : We're gonna have speaking language ? Monday ? Tuesday ? Wait , everyday ? Cut allowance ferr those who tersasul , whatever . Wednesday : Malay . Peribahasa , Pantun ? Wth .
Kiwak , Mepek siaa . -.-
I can't let go , don't force me .
I have no intention of hurting anyone especially you .
Ipromise myself not to be soft hearted but i can't fullfill that promise .
I tried , really .
I can't do it .
I told myself never to believe in your god damn words .
Cause you're a sweet talker .
Glib tongue .
Why do i still care about you when i clearly know that you're n different from any other guyy in th streets .
I'm going insane .
All because of you .
Bloody you .
Why th hell did God even arrange us to meet when it knows th ending will be like this ?
Friends ,
Told to forget you cause two other guyys are waiting ferr me .
Being stubborn ,
I insist to love you
& ends up hurting myself again .
I can't deceive myself no more .
Whats th point of being with them when I don't love them .
They'll get hurt .
& I don't want to hurt anyone no more .
why must they persist when they know there isn't any chance ferr them ?
& th guyy who has all th chance don't give a damn ?
Must it alwayys be like this
Why ?
I hate this .
I don't want history to repeat itself ever .
You really shouldn't have give me hope right from th start .
Maybe i shouldn't have step into that school at th start .
Its pointless to give you hint .
Cause you will NEVER get th point .
I thought i've found my Mr.Right .
But i was wrong .
You made me lose faith with all th other guyys .
Thank you v.much .
I;m in agony to let you go while you're happily with your single life .
How heartless can you be Mr____ .
Could you puh-lease don't be an idiot
& think about it .
Yeah , maybe to you ,
I'm just a small little arrogant brat .
Love a guyy who love you first ?
Hah .
So ? They 'll leave you sooner or later too .
I shouldn't have fall ferr you .
shouldn't
Aww , how i miss those times .
Your sillyness ,
Your phone calls ,
Your messages ,
Your voice .
Your everything .
I miss you Mr____ .
But its a pity that those memories won't ever come back again .
*Showsadface*
Goodbye Mr____ .
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