Bear with me people this is gonna be a long post (:
I'm sorry . I've realised how stoopid i was . How selfish i was . How evil i was . How immature i was than . Didn't spare a thought ferr th people around me . Ive hurt you guys , in a way . I didn't help my sibling when they need help(sometimes , hee)&when i need help , they help me . You guys are considered th best siblings ever . I'm sorry . I've got bad attitude . There , i admit it . I took advantage of them when they're nice to me . Omgawd , how evil can i be ? I can't recognise myself no more when i looked at th mirror . ( Macam Paham jerh ) &th people who had lurve me&whom i had lurve them before . Some of you was right to dump me . You guys deserve better girlfriends than me . I didn't cherish you guys . You guys are guh-reat . I mean , a good boyfriend (: I don't deserve you guys . In fact I don't deserve any guys . I'm heartless . I played with their feeling&dump them . I thought love is a game but someone prove me wrong . LOVE IS NOT A GAME . It kills . Hah , mepek . &that someone make me fall in love with him&in th end he leaves me . Hah . What a joke . I've got my retribution . I played with guys feelings&HE is th only one who played mine . Fuyohhh . So DON'T LOVE ME , UNDERSTOOD ? I dare not asked ferr forgiveness cause i can't even forgive myself , so whats th point aytes . I'm sorry :
Noor Hidayatul Aini Binte Suaini ; Mohammad Nur Arif Bin Suaini ; Nur Sakinah Binte Suaini (: Can't believe i'm saying this but i do mean it . Heh . & Sorry Mr_____. I'm sorry t all my Primary School friends&Secondary School Friends . I've somehow treated all of you badly . Huahua . Sorry truckloads wokayy . &yarh Parents . They're th best . (: But sometimes not . Hee . They alwayys give in t me . Let me out when i'm only secondary one ? When all th other siblings didn't . Let me have handphone when th other get theirs at Secondary 2 or 3 ? Throw a tantrum at them when i don't get th things i want . Show attitude t them when they only scold me about th littlest things . Lied t them countless times . Gawd . Mitchie . Alwayss bully her . Disturb her . Making herr angry . Till she became kinda violent ? Yeahh . I'm sure , i'll be going t hell when i die (: I deserved it&prepared ferr it . (:
I'm sorry to everyone .
Huudd.aaa .
Labels: DON'T EVER LOVE ME (: