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Sunday, August 02, 2009

To Shahidah♥

Hey this post is specially ferr you(: Do you realise that we tend t have a tiff whenever we talked about him ? If you don't it simply shows that you're completely obsessed with him . Honestly , i did felt kinda irritated by th countless question{s} you asked me . & when th times that i tried all means t convince you&in th end you still persist t your pessimistic thoughts . I don't blame you . If i were you , i would probably do th same . I'm not saying that you couldn't asked me any single questions about him . But sometimes you need t spare a thought ferr me ? Its not that you're a nuisance . Its not that i won't help you out , t get your happiness . Its not that i don't want you t be happy . You're a friend . Good friend . Best buddy . Best friend . My wife{: I did learned alot of things from you , that i won't deny . All actions that you had done t him or even t yourself simply shows that you love him , alot . But you tend t be agitated , really . I'll still help you out , don't worry . I'll still be your cute small friend(: I'll still be your one and only wannabe husband{: I just don't wanna blow up this small tiff into a bigger one . Wouldn't it be sucha pity if we turned out t be arch-enemies ? We've so many things in common , yknow iknow kan :D So what if he don't loves you ? There are plenty of guys out there in this world . You're only sec one , there's alot more chances . I know you would say that you don't have th looks , nobody wants you etc . Well let me tell you . a good boyfie is when he cares more in th inside than th outside . Be optimistic ferr once will ya ? Looked at me , i'm still single . I still put that smile on my face even though i clearly knows that there is no more love between him&me . &that he don't love me no more . Its not that i'm strong . I'm not strong . I still cry out loud like a baby whenever problems occured . But sometimes you need t face reality . There's no way you could escaped from it . Thats how hurtful it is . Excruciating pain . Agony . I'll still listen t your troubles and all . I know you're feeling very down right now . Whatever decision you made , i'll always support you(: You need t be strong , really . You can't just sit there&cry all day long . You're wasting alot of your precious time than . You must pull yourself together . Don't fall just because of a worthless guyy ? If you think its worth it , than prove me wrong . Where's th strong cheerful shahidah that i know ? I'm doing all this just because i don't want you t cry again , shed so many tears ferr him when he don't care at all . Raudhah,Syauqiyah&me will always be there ferr you . I'm not sure whether you would read or even update this blog . Cause you have your own private blog now kan ? I don't wanna lose you , wife(:

We've been thru so much♥

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