Thursday, September 03, 2009
I wanna say sorry t ANYTHING that is in this world
Wednesday :
Idk whats so exciting about todayy . Thank god , i didn't get th form ferr ptm . YAY . I just remembered that i went t detention ferr 1 hour . Its so funneh when i looked at people reaction when they saw me in detention . Especially Mr.Shazuan , it was as if he saw me naked . HAHA . Come t think of it , i looked so pathetic . Sitting thr alone , clipping up my fringe . Huahua . Went void deck with usual cliques . Blablabla .
Thursday :
Laling came back t school todayy . YAY . Finally you've came back . I've got loads of things t tell
you ! Todayy lesson was such a bore , really . I love P.E . Was too tired&break fast . Almost all th malay students in our class break fast . Cooooooooool or what . I slept during Science&Math lesson . Blame those stoopid teachers . Laling kept waking me up from my beauty sleep . Muahaha . Study period ferr today was like free period . No teacher went inside our class . && i crapped with Nigel&Samson about certain stuffs . Syau&Rau join in . They were laughing like hell when i talked abt all those stuffs . HAHAH . Band was such a torture . Syau was really happy cause me&atiqah had officially joined th senior band . Pfft , jahat ! I love t play th song but i abhor trying t figure out th notes . HAHA , okayy thats stoopid . I'm not in a good mood .
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- I wish i wasn't born in this world ;
- I wish i could turned back time ;
- I've made another mistake ;
- I've hurt their feelings again ;
- I'm heartless , i won't deny that .
- I hate myself ;
- I'm such a bitch ;
- I dont wanna face reality ;
- I want t escaped from reality ;
- I don't want t live anymore ;
- I don't know how t face " " ;
- Everything's not going t be alright ;
- I need time ;
- How fast can time flies ? ;
- Why am i so stoopid ? ;
- I've repeated th same mistake again ;
- I can't deceived myself anymore ;
- You're going t hate me now ;
- You're not going t forgive me ;
- I think i'm going t stay single forever ;
- I feel vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv.guilty ;
- I'm so ashamed of myself ;
- I can't forgive myself , really ;
- How can i do such a (_____) thing ? ;
- I really shouldn't be thinking about this ;
- But i felt sososososososososo wrong , really wrong ;
- I thought i (____) ;
Its a mistake right from th start , Mr .
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