My scheduled are tight this holiday . Cheyy . Nyahha . Band camps . Countless band practice{s} . I think i'll be close w copymeoww by than . Nyahaha . &outings . Study sessions with cliques . I need t study too , duhh . Will prolly have BBQ as class outing as we won the best class award ( is it best class award ? ) 3rd in position . &i supported th wrong class . Hahahahahhahahahahahahah . Its supposed t be 1E3 before 1E6 , i screeam out loud for class 1E3 . Hahahahahahahahah ! &everybody was like staring at me . Nyahahah ! Paisehy xD . Heee , so cute siaa . Hahaha . &shah was like teasing me all th way . Wtf luhh . Nyahahah . We had ICT test . It was such a hassle . Blablabla . &i received my report book back . &PFFT . 1st position t 3rd position ): Boooooooooooooooooooo ! Laling took my position . Wtf . Wtf . Wtf . Wtf . Hmfth . Hmfth ! F. that bloody bitch sis of mine . She's getting on my nerve . T hell w her like seriously . I wished she failed her o'levels next year . Blabla . Bad luck fall upon her . Omg , i'll be over th moon . I swear . I wished she'll be fat . Get fat . Forever fat . &i mean obese . GARH ! Cause yknow why ? Cause she kept calling me fat . T hell w her . I hate her . Seriously . Elder sis will be coming home during th holidays . *jumpsaround* I love her . I hate th other one . Hmpth . Boomz , its already 3+ . Fast or what ? Huahua . I wasted half of th day watching tv , blogging etc . Nyahah .

I regret . I regretted . I'm regretting . I used t asked this particular qn t this particular person&now im asking myself . What had become of me ? I hurt people and now its th vise versa . Fooh . Cool or what ? I seriously think im f.silly . I'm one stoopid short dufus who believes in guys words . -.- . I believed their sweet talkings . &now i really hate sweet talkers . I hate . I abhor . I detest . I'm tired . I'm f.exhausted from all this stoopid shits that i could collapse anytime . Hell yeah . I have t admit i've been sucha bitch lately , seriously serious . I cant take it anymore . I cant hold on anymore . I have got t changed this habit . This habit which led t my misery , agony , sufferings . Bleah . I could only blame on my stupidity , my sillyness . -.- . Bracelet guyy was being so f.frank w me . He still has th cheek t say those words t me ? Hah , i couldnt blame him . Cause i did let him down in a way . I know its hard t trust me back . Its th fact . I had apologised and had repeated th same mistake again . Mr.R was right abt me . Hmpth . I cant find th right words t say . I remembered e-ve-ry words tt he said . It just keep spinning around in my head . It dont matter now . As long as he's happy . & Mr.bracelet guyy dont act as if you care . Care for your other girl eyy . Heh . T think i would be so stoopid t fixed 'it' back . Hah , what a joke . I should stop wearing it now . I should start deleting his 'saved messages' which i had been keeping all this while . Nyahah . My imagination went too far  . -.- . Confusing eyy ? So many nicknames i named for different guyys . Nyahah . I feel so pathetic . Ohh yarh ! &im gg t take back my sentence which i had said in th previous post : " I hate myself " Heeeeee . I dont hate myself . I love me . Hahahahaah . I just hate th way i act ; character . You seee . I felt th same way as Mr.R felt in th past . In agony . Nyahahah . I dont believed in love starting from this minute onwards . Unless any guy prove it t me . Nyah . I know you dont believe me . Cause i dont even know if i meant what i just said . Nyahahahahahaha . One after another had left . Nyahahah . I just love t emphasized on this , that . Huahua . All had officially left me . Mark my words ,
 i will change.
Goodbye .

Love story ; All love stories are th same .

Once upon a time , a guy falls in love w a girl . Th guyy really loves th girl&so th girl loves him too and gave him a chance . Th girl played w th guyy feelings and th girl than broke up w th guyy for another guyy . Th girl than regretted . She blamed herself for her stupidity&she continue loving that guyy w/o letting him knows . After few months , waiting . They were together again . Th girl was thankful&treated th relationship seriously . She promised herself not t repeat th same mistake again . But as days passed by , th girl realised tht th guyy didnt pay much attention t the girl . Th girl cried . &in th end th guyy broke up w th girl . She was devastated but she didnt learned her lesson , she still loves th guy , despite knowing that she'll get hurt again . She continue t wait&wait&wait for th day t come . Cause she believes that she still have th chance t be w th guyy . After waiting for few months , th guyy told th girl that he had fall back in love w her . She was over th moon and forgotten her problems regarding Mr.R . She believed th guyy cause th guyy told her that he reallyreallyreallyreally loves her . Th girl believed his sweet talks&waited for him . Things were going well but after awhile th guyy told th girl that he had fall in love w another girl . &that he had promised th another girl , he will love her till whenever . Th girl obviously cried , duhh . Th guyy than apologised t th girl . Th girl understood that th guyy had difficulty trusting th girl . From there , she learned her lessons&she promised herself t changed . But she did not have th chance t do so . Cause th girl died in th end .

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