Thursday, October 22, 2009
Mr.Rapist : but im lazy to help her. u go help her.
Mrs.Fault : wth ? no wonder she said you've change
Mr.Rapist : im solving my own probs. help yourself, b4 you help others.
This is what i think , you may or may not believe this :
He loves making people cry . Or should i say he loves making me cry . He loves seeing me cry , maybe ? Because i've hurt him . He has changed alot . &i mean alot . He is no different from his good friend now . &its my fault cause i had changed him . He said i had hurt him and that is why he had changed . He admitted that he's now heartless cause i took away his heart . He says i did not appreciate him when i was with him (indirectly) He took every words i had said t him for real . He wasnt like this . He used t be a good guyy . He used t help others before himself ? Okayy , not sure . But he changed , he really changed . I couldnt accept th fact that
I was th one who changed him . It was me ! Its me . It was me whom had changed him . Blame me . Yes , blame me . He changed because of me . He's in this state because of me . &it all comes back t me . He wants me t feel indebted t him . He wants me t remember this mistake . He wants me t remember that i was th one who hurt him . He wants me t remember that it was all my f.fault . Basically he wants me t feel guilty . I dont want him t be like this , behaving like "this" . Its so heartaching , really . A good guyy who had really turned into a bad guyy . His friends will/would hate him . All because of me ? This little , short girl ? Oh my gawd . I cant take it anymore . What am i supposed t do now ?! Can i slap his face&wake him up t his senses ? He's being so sarcastic , like seriously . He had turned evil , no he musnt . Eventhough he denies it . He had turned evil ! I can only cry now . WhyOhhWhy . God .
It was me , Nurulhuda Bte Suaini who had changed Mr.rapist {!}
*CRY!*
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