Friday, October 30, 2009
SAD ;
E-ve-ry-bo-dy leaving's me ;
Its th end of th year . Time flies so fast . It had been such a wonderful , bizarre (idc about th spelling) , hectic , fantastic , whatever you can think of , year . I am sad . I am sad . I am sad . I am sad . I am sad . I am sad . I am really sad . I hate myself , really . Stop . I'm stopping this . I'm stopping this . I cant carry on doing this for life . People will start hating me . I need t stop . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . Everyone's leaving me one by one . Retribution . He intend t leave me . He's leaving me . He had already left me . I dont want history t repeat itself . Its so heart aching . I dont want . I dont want . *cry* I cant take it anymore . I'm too sad . I wanna runawayyy . Runawayy . I really want t . I want . *cry* Somewhere upup . Somewhere high . Hah . This world is full of (insertanythinghere) and (insertanythinghere) I was too naive . Blame it all on my stupidity , my sillyness . Big dreams . Hah , what a joke . I cant smile so stop asking me t smile or tell me t be happy . I am just too sad , can you get it . I'm talking t myself , you see . Duhh . I hate sweet talker . Stop your sweet talkings . I'll seriously believe it . I cant think cause i am just too sad , like hell yeah . T hell with me . T hell with you (im referring t anybody) . T hell with everybody . T hell with this freaking world . I'm blabbering nonsence , dont blame me . Cause i'm just too sad . I wanna die now but i cant bring myself t kill myself . Could you do me a favour by killing me ? Anybody . Cause i .. I just dont want t live . GARH ! I'll continue with my "dying " later on , Hahahha . Cause i want t cry . Kay bye .
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