Saturday, November 14, 2009
Forgive me ):
Elder sis coming back real soon . *InsertBigSmile!* Nyahaha . Ohh how i miss her . Boooo . &see that adorable kid up there ? *look up* Damn he's so f.tating . Tho he's v.adorable , he can be th most tating , annoying kid ever . Garh . Cause he just irritate me . Mimicked my actions&stuffs . &that is why i hate kids . Geeee . &start missing me people . Two more days&i'm off t camp . &i think ira's enjoying/suffering at camp right now . I havent even bought my stuffs for camp , prolly tomorrow . Just wait for my returned t make this blog alive back (Nyahah) or wait for sha t update th blog . *Wink.wink* &i'm missing alot of people . Booo . Ohh yarh , i'm prolly going Hong Kong too -.- Pfffffffffftt . Elder sis suggestion . Garhh . Dont you think time is flying too fast . Boomz , it will be 2010 soon , real soon . Boomz , i'll be sec 2 soon , real soon . Streaming year , geee . Boomz , someone graduating soon , real soon . Boomz.Boomz.Boomz. Why cant i be 20 now ?! Bleaahhhs . Sec 1 life had been a roller coaster ride . Boomz , its over now . &i prolly think th next batch of sec 1 will be boomz . Hahahha . Idk whats w me and boomz . Heh . Obviously they will be taller than me . Hmfth . Pfft . No doubt on that . Nyeeeeeet . [ Internet is tating me ! ]
*Read this paragraph w serious/angry/sarcasm tone*
I nearly forgot . I have t talk abt this particular person . Yes you , i'm talking about you , yes you(: Nyahahh . Errr , i am extremely disgusted by you , your actions , your appearance , everything that is related t you . &stop asking my friend whether i've been talking about you behind your back . For allah sake , you're sec 1 , age 13 , Miss . &stop asking who i like/love . &dont bother wasting your f.time figuring out who that person is . Sheeesh ! You idolise me or something ?! That you have t know every single thing about me , about my f.life . Ohh what a copymeow . Just admit it , yknow you are . -.- What a bitch . Ohh how i hate you . Yes , i hate you , dearest (:
W luv ;
Mr.Nyahahh is graduating real soon . Booo . I wonder how long we'll last . I mean in this situation or bleahs . Heh . Honestly , i really dont believe that we'll still be contacting each other aft he graduate . Distance matters , t me i guess . I mean i know you guys will say like err : Nothing can break us up as long as our hearts are aperh bende luhh . Hahhahah . Buuuuuuuuuut . He says he's gonna break my belief . Nyahahhahah . &he says must be serious w this kind of stuffs&he need my cooperation . Nyahahhah . Isnt he so cute . Hah ! Everything's going perfectly fineh . Heh . He lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove me .
I lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove him . You realised there's one less "love" for "I love him" ? Okay fineh , i know you guys dont bother t count . Hahahah . Anyhoos , he need t love me more , miss me more etcetc . Heh . Err , he's always there for me . He always try his best t cheer me up when im down . He's a great guyy . He's a guhreat boyfriend if he become one . He loves t rape . Loveeeeeeeeeeeee Mr.Nyahhah (:
I cant help but t laugh , hehehhehehhehehe :
" Th mark of a true crush ... is that you fall in love first and grope for reasons afterward "
*First part*
Mr.A send kinda long message t me thru my friend . Heh , prolly because he couldnt stand my attitude towards Mr.A2&Mr.S . He somesort said he couldnt stand seeing Mr.A2 being sad any longer . Mr.A said it was Mr.S who spread th thingy and not Mr.A2 . Mr.A said Mr.S ( i was angry at him at that point of time , abt he spreading th thingy ) still likes me and that Mr.A2 pity Mr.S and took th blame for him . Before Mr.A send this message t me . Mr.A2 text me saying he was th one who spread th thingy&so i was mad at him , really mad cause he promised me not t tell . Some day later , Mr.A couldnt stand seeing Mr.A2 sad and took th blame for him and so Mr.A text me saying that it was his fault and not Mr.A2 fault . &so i was mad at Mr.A . And todayy Mr.A text me saying that he really couldnt stand all this f.shits anymore . And Mr.A said he's going t tell th f.truth . He said he dont give a damn if i dont believe him . Mr.A said it wasnt he's and Mr.A2 fault . He said t me " Everybody knows that Mr.S was th one who spread th thingy" Mr.A told me that Mr.A2 took th blame for Mr.S and Mr.A took th blame for Mr.A2 . (Its like a food chain , hahah) Mr.A said "I know you hate me , i wont disturb your life any longer " &then i send this longlong message t him . &i waited for his reply . I waited for long hours and never did i expect him t say that ...
*Second part*
I pondered and pondered and pondered . Cause i dont really know why i'm still mad at them . I feel so wrongggg . I told him it was natural for me t react that way cause i'm a girl , duhh . By spreading th thingy is making me lose face , duhh . It wasnt completely their fault , cause part of it is mine . I should have expected that things would turn this way . I should have thought of th consequences . I should have thought ... My thick ego just wouldnt let me forgive them . I told Mr.A i should stop it before people starts hating me . I told him , i told him i was sorry butbutbut Mr.A said "I think your thick ego is right . I think we're not meant t be friends . &so this will be my last message to you , farewell" *CryOutLoud!* I never meant t start this fight . I dont even know what we're fighting for ! I really didnt know things would turn out this bad . I really didnt meant t . I could have vent my anger at you guys for two days (its not tt long , tsk) and forgive you guys . I could have thought of all th good times that you guys make me laugh like one retard . I apologised , i did . I really mean it . I mean you guys have th right t be mad at me cause i was kinda selfish , stubborn . But dont end this friendship . I mean there's not a need t do this ): You know , i dont wish t . Garrrhhhhhhhhhh ! I hate this ! I hate this ! I hatehatehatehatehate this ! Dear god , help .
I'm sorry Mr.A . I'm sorry Mr.A2 . I'm sorry Mr.S .
I'm sorry Mr.A . I'm sorry Mr.A2 . I'm sorry Mr.S .
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