I dont know what th hell is wrong w me . I feel so sad , i cant find an answer for that . I just know i'm really really really f.sad . Fffff.sad . Whats wrong w me ? Garh , something's just not right . Something is not th same . Something seems t be missing . Something is different from before . I just have th urge t runaway from this house . I wanna runaway . I want .. I feel so vex that i could become deranged any moment of time . I cant decipher my feelings . Isnt that what people always says ? Hah . I dont understand why i'm feeling this way . I dont understand why im suddenly in this situation . In this pathetic state . I feel so lost . I dont know what i want . I dont even know what i'm living for .  I dont f.understand why i'm typing all this bullshit . I dont understand . I f.dont understand . I think i need a psychiatrist . Can i drop dead ? Okaayy , maybe not . I still wanna marry my mat sallehs at australia . But i feel like dying now , hah . I'm f.exhausted . I cant hold on any longer . I feel like running around th whole world w a pink knife on my hand killing all human beings except for my hawt eurasian guys . Okayy fineh , impossible . I feel like hating . I feel like blaming everyone for my current state . Fcuk , that totally doesnt sounds like me . I dont know what had become of me . I feel like i was deserted once again . Can i cry ? *Cry* I hate this . I dont like this feeling . I'm afraid . I'm petrified . *Showsadsadsadsadface* D:

Garh ! Just get this inside your head , I'm f.sad . F.you .
I'm watching th wizards of waverly place th movie for th second time . Heeheeheh .

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