Thursday, December 17, 2009
Bewildered state ;
" Maybe its th things i say . Maybe i should think before i speak . But i thought tt i knew enough t know myself&do whats right for me . It all feels like a fight . I thought you said it was easy , listening t your heart . I thought you sayy i'd be okayy , so why am i breaking apart ? Why is all this so confusing , complicating ? Why does all this make me angry ? I wanna go back and being happy . " :'(
Lets see , i'm hated . How awesome . I cant stand this anymore , really cant . Yeaah , i'm a faker . I hug you , i leave you . I said "I love you" , i leave you . I kissed you , i leave you . Break your heart again&again&again . Give you hopes again&again&again but broke your heart in th end . Fight for your justice ? Fight for your rights ? Ah , fight arh kau . I dont even know whaat we're fighting for -.- Dont ever trust me . Cos' i dont keep my words . Cos' i'm a liar . Cos' i'm a faker . Whaaat else ? Yarh , go on&hate me for all you want . Bear grudges on me , curse me saying tt i'll be a widow . Go on&blame me for everything . You should be happy huh . Dint expect tt it'll end up like this . Foooh . I really should stop thinking abt this . I nearly fall down th staircase thinking abt it . Wtf -.- &this will be th f.last time i'm crying abt all these things .
I didnt lied , i didnt . You chose not t believe me .
: "Cause its over , i swear girl its over this time"
: "Yes , i know its over&this time is for real"
I dont wanna stay in singapore .
I wanna migrate t australia :'(
Labels: Dont trust me .