I spend th first day of 2010 arranging my school books . Awesomee -.- &its harder than i thought . My whole body is aching , for mother fcuking sake . Sheesh . &i had a tiff w mum . She says perangai aku macam hantu . I'll take tt as a compliment . HA.HA.HA. &since school's starting soon which is like 2 more days ? Is it ? Whatev , i have t remove my gorgeous purple , pink , brown nails . Booo :(  &i cant stop playing th tik tok song again and again and again . HAH . I mean i'll be like dancing and singing suddenly . Nyahahah .

Raudhah ;
You're a guhreat friend , really . Tho sometimes we fight over th slightest teeny weeny stuffs , but i know you still love me . HAHAHA .  Oteyy , serious . You're th oldest among this group yet sometimes i'm being sucha bitch by scolding you like i'm older than you -.- . Remember when's th first time we talked t each other ? Bus-stop , yes . Hahahahah . Thats th place where you asked whether i sembahyang or not . HAHAHA . How cute . Judging by your face , its obvious enough that you're a innocent , filial girl/daughter . Hahaha . But , we were th one who taught you t lie t your parents , taught you all those vulgarities , etc . I'm sorry , i'm really sorry for everythang tt i have done wrong t you . Scolding you , telling you t do this and that , throwing tantrums at you , occasionally . Hehe . Showing you th wtf face when i'm in a bad mood . I'm sorry if i ever make you angry or whatever . Really am . I love you (:

Syauqiyah ;
Hey you ! HAHAHA . I personally think you're th one whom i always fought w among sha and raudhah . Huahuahua . All th thangs i'm going t sayy here is not on purpose t get back on you or seeking my sweet revenge or whaat . You were th one who's close w sha at start while i was close w raudhah , but as times goes by its th vise versa . Boomz , everythang changed . Oteyy fineh , not everythang . Heh . I mean you changed . You've became a completely different person . But maybe you dont think that you've changed . I dont know . You lied t us . You told raudhah all th thangs that you're not supposed t tell which we kept from her t prevent her from getting hurt which comes back t th point you lied t us . Foooh , you should try reading em' at one shot . LOL , oteyy serious . Why you did that ? If you couldnt stand keeping th secret from her , couldnt stand us lying t her or couldnt stand keeping this secret from her , you could have told us (there is a difference between this sentence and th first sentence , HAH ) You dont have t lied t us . Its like so saddening t watched you changed into a complete different person when actually you were a veh nice girl when i met you at first . I'm not being sarcastic or whaat , i mean it like seriously *insertseriousface* You've changed ever since i dont know when -.- Heh . &about th meow thingy ( i dont wanna say th front word , lol ) you apologised but you did it again . I mean i'm not saying you couldnt *insert th front word* at all cos' i myself *insert th front word* people before . HAHA . But at least know your limits can ? I mean its like seriously obvious that even "others" could tell . You could try and put yourself in my shoes and feel th tating-ness . Seriously . I'm saying all this cos' i dont want you t be like this . I dont want this group t hate each other . I mean whats th purpose of this friendship if we all hate each other , keeping secrets from each other , lying t each other and badmouthing each other ? -.- ( I am referring t myself too , oteyy . ) I dont want us ( me and you ) t walked pass each other during band w/o smiling/talking/tegor-ing like one mother fcuker strangers . We're like friends but strangers . Whaat is this maan ? Hah . You could tell us what thangs you're not satisfied of . Its not like we're gonna kill you or somethang . Hahaha . I can sense that somehow you feel unfair that me and sha will always be th one infront while you and raudhah will be walking behind us . We could changed that , really . And i am going t apologise t you . Yes i am . I'm gonna say sorry for saying all those harsh words t you before . Sorry for saying vulgarities at you . Padahal you're older than me and i'm like th youngest among all of you -.- Hehehe . Sorry for making you fcuked up , angry , tak puas hati at/w me . Somehow i sense you feel left out whenever you're w me and sha . &i'm sorry for that too . I'm at fault , you're at fault too . If you reallyreally honestly dont think that you're not at fault at all , then i really dont know what else i should say . Maybe aft reading this , you'll hate me or even more . I dont know . If you really think whatever i have said is mother fcuker bullshit and means nothang t you at all , then we'll continue w this friendship stranger hating thingy . Whatever it is , i still love you oteyy .

Shahidahh ;
Kau nyer turn lak . Nyahahhahaha . I just cant forget th first time that we met . We hate each other like totally . HAHAHA . But we're like mother fcuker bestfriends now . HAHAHA . But we still had some arguement over some stuffs :D But we still love each other . Nyahahahah ! I wanna thank you . Thank you for makin' up lame jokes which makes me laugh everytime ( its th fact , oteyy ) Thank you for convincing me that he really loves me at that point of time . Thank you for not giving up on me . Thank you for comforting me . Thank you for cheering me up when i'm down . Thank you for your advises . Thank you for being there when i need you . Thank you for being my bestfriend . There's too many thangs t thank you . We did alot of crazye stuffs together and i want thangs t stay like this , forever ? Hehehe . Oteyy , th sorry part . HAHAHA . Well , i needa say sorry when i showed my tak puas hati at you , occasionally . HEH . Sorry for not being there for you when you need me like seriously . Sorry for tating you at times . HAHAHA . Sorry if somehow i have hurt you w what i've said . I'm sorry for everythang . Thank you for everythang . Lets just pray we'll not drift apart , oteyy ?! HAHAHA . Stop thinking negatively . I'll be there for you whatever it is . I'll be there for you if you quarrel w blabla . Nyahah . I'll be there for you if you're sad . Be there for you when you're happy . Be there for you when you cry . Yarh , everythang . Nyahahhahahahha . I love you . Wo ai ni , bestfriend (:


I love you all , every single one of you . Like hell yeah . This group will be incomplete w/o anyone of you . I mean it .

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